Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Seattle : Sitka, AK :: Independence, MO : the Oregon Trail.

I'm here in Sitka, Alaska, and it is wonderful and beautiful and rainy and friendly and wonderful (yes, wonderful is worth repeating.) I'm currently sitting in our apartment's living area, giggling over the antics of my housemates cooking dinner. Andrew is using a Salvation Army-bought type writer (he didn't bring a computer) to type up a spice list cataloging our over flowing kitchen cabinets. Whitney and Meg are whipping up a cheesy chicken casserole and dealing with the controversy of cooking for our mixed vegetarian and meatetarian household. Andrew, the offending vegetarian, just slipped out to take a call and Meg snuck in and added Sporty Spice and Posh Spice, lemon grass and Coriander to the list (to cover her tracks). We've made bets on how long it will take for Andrew to notice.

I'd keep describing their shenanigans, except I wouldn't want to scandelize -- now Whitney and Meg are imitating fish related dance moves (ie the hook and reel in). I think this is their way of preparing for tomorrow's fishing trip with our new friend, Tyler, who is a Sitkan born and raised. I suspect Meg and Whitney a little riled up after Tyler's called us with an update: the island we're fishing at has had an "aggressive bear" sighting. He wants to know if we are still in- he certainly wasn't going to let the bear stop him. And this is in character, considering last night we met the two bear pelts of his massive pelt collection. Are they called pelts went they have the whole head and face, teeth and a fake tongue? Roaring out at you as you turn the corner from his kitchen to the living room? Hmm. Things to make sure to ask Tyler tomorrow... along with asking for more stories about his years as a sled dog handler in Fairbanks, and checking he brought his rifle to kill any 300 pound Halibut that might sink our little skiff... or now possibly shooting any aggressive, attacking brown bear. In the shoulder, so they can't run at you. See, I'm learning.

For those wanting to read more about the brown bear sitch: (Mom, please don't read this, it will only worry you. I really am safe, since I'm almost always with other boisterous twenty somethings giggling as loud or louder than I usually do). The more realistic scenario is being caught without a rifle, and in that case you stand your ground and yell salutations, for example "Ooooh Hey Bear" in an Alaskan accent. (similar to Canadian) My housemates have been practicing on each other, don't you worry. They are now bear experts after an hour long conversation with our new friend Patrick, who works at fish and game or something along those lines and had to skin the euthenized the brown bear that was recently hit by two cars on the road I bike to go to work. (Hrmmm. You're not supposed to run from a bear, but no one has given me a straight answer to the pertinent question, "can you bike from a bear?") Apparently there are a lot of brown bears by the Indian River this time of year, when the salmon 1) spawn, 2) jump like mexican jumping beans and then 3) die. The circle of life, just around the river bend.

Needless to say, for the past two weeks I have been away from internet, at orientation at a camp in Oregon, and now settling into Sitka accumulating blogworthy experiences. It has now gotten a little intimidating to sit down and try to do them justice. So, I'll do my best to do start at the very beginning (a very good place to start).

ahem.

So as my title hints, I still had some gear to pack in my metaphorical wagon before I headed out to JVC orientation in Oregon. I went to the rain gear mecca, the original REI in Seattle with my rain experienced older bro. Got me some rain pants (named Taku, after an alaskan windstorm, nice), got me some weather-proof gloves, and a sweet rain jacket with a zip-out down liner. I've worn every piece of gear in my first 4 days here in Sitka. Scarily enough, this is the month with the best weather out of the whole year... hrm. More on the last essential piece of my Sitka wardrobe, Xtra Tufs in a later post. Those necessitate some good pics. :)

Another side effect of being in Seattle was hanging with my big bro, the infamous Steviedoober. I love Seattle, I love my brother, I love great food, I loved the blue angels airshow, I loved getting lots of time to practice guitar. It was good to get acclimated to the ... cooler than Houston weather, and to see my brother in his natural habitat of creative potluck gatherings and ice cream parties. I'll admit to rocking out to "If you wanna be my lover" on Sing Star, beating Stephen by two points on, btw :) The evening we saw fresh and funny improv, I snapped a photo of "Eileen's Court" (see the pic above with two red cars, it might not be legible) somewhere in the Broadway area of Seattle, I think. Another highlight included a rambling journey to the Seattle library via a closed freeway with the Wench herself.

Friday, August 1st I biked from my brothers apartment at Green lake to Sunset Hill. After getting confused by signs to dog parks and closed roads, I parked my bike and hiked down to the beautiful Golden Gardens beach. I wrote in my journal "I'm here at a park overlooking the Puget Sound.... I love all the boats, the blue water and sky, the clouded mountains... I does seem awfully big. I think I've already fallen in love with Sitka Sound." I don't want to give away too much, but the Puget has nothing on Sitka. Nothing.

Sunday, August 3, 2008

Orientation

Though I doubt my new friends will greet me already knowing my name in Stanford RA fashion, it is with great excitement that I think about the reality that tomorrow I board a train heading for the Jesuit Volunteer Corps orientation in Portland, Oregon. Keep an eye out for my posts sent from Sitka, August 11th or 12th!

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

As I pack, a poem

Packing, I found my journal from late March, when I was discerning and decided to do the Jesuit Volunteer Corps in Sitka. I had written a poem that resonates with me now:

The Doorway

I stand in a doorway
looking out,
hands gripping the frame.
On each side
I cling.

A wind gusts,
clearing the fog
for a moment.

I lean into the wind
and press into a net.
I must break through-

break through my self
to walk out
into love.

Friday, July 18, 2008

An inaugural poem

So. I hope you will forgive my self-indulgence. I am posting some of my own poetry on this blog and happily submitting them to your scrutiny. My motivation to write thrives on positive feedback, and the only way I improve is from constructive criticism. From my drive up to the midwest:

Meditation On A Horse By The Freeway
Sigh.
Sometimes I worry
for cassette tapes. Just ten years old
and already they're
layering a cemetery
in a box in my
walk in closet--Amy Grant (in
leopard jacket with shoulder pads)
dancing on the grave
of her 90's hits cassette tape.
But,
Now I see a horse:
White against yellow-green, grazing
beside a Texas
freeway and I cease to worry.
Dingy, but tethered,
it's well taken care even as we
zoom past in its tech-
nological grandchildren.
I bet
Someone in Texas
will be listening to Amy
Grant's shoulder-padded tunes long past
the carving of my
tombstone. At which point, I will lay
all my techno-
logical worries to rest.
-Eileen

The Simple Path

Found this poem/prayer on a piece of paper in my room. If anyone knows who to attribute this to, please comment! Maybe posting it here will help encourage us all to keep digging in the garden that bears these fruits. And hey! it says its simple...

The Simple Path.
The fruit of silence is
prayer.
The fruit of prayer is
faith.
The fruit of faith is
love.
The fruit of love is
service.
The fruit of service is
peace.

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

Kentucky Lake, here I come!

Hey friends, I'll be a bit out of touch for the next two weeks, as I'm heading to the midwest to visit family. Hightlights include Kokomo, Indiana, Anne Sisk's twelfth birthday party, and a week lounging at Kentucky Lake for a sunscreen lathered family reunion. I'll be back July 28th or so, and will then head to Seattle (to visit with my brother and my friend Diana, aka "the Wench") and then on August 4th, I'll board a train to Portland for Jesuit Volunteer Corps Northwest orientation. :)

Thursday, July 3, 2008

My first AA meeting.

Hi, my name is Eileen and I am....
....
... not an alcoholic.
And yet I went to an AA meeting.
"Why?" you ask.

Well, remember the guitar? (Which has now been dubbed the guitar formerly known as midge, F-KAM. Kammie for short.) The fantastic women who took me to go buy it also inquired about what I was going to be doing next year. Upon hearing that I would be working as a case manager with youth in trouble with the law for DUIs and other substance abuse related misdemeanors, she enthusiastically recommended that I attend an open AA meeting.

I got two things out of the experience.
1. I was so nervous to actually go that I dragged along my friend Rathi with me (thanks Rathi!). I have so much respect for people who actually make it through the door, especially when they go for reasons other than simply to learn what the program is about. That said, I found the meeting and the people themselves were welcoming, much to my relief.
2. Many of the stories I heard sounded like these particular people who identify themselves as alcoholics didn't think they needed help until they hit rock bottom. In other words, I'm going to have to be very thoughtful when I set my goals for my work next year. I don't think I will be rewarded if I'm waiting for people to look me in the eye and say, Oh Eileen, thank you so much for helping me!
... here comes a challenge...